I can't wait!!!

Pope and other TC guys who know what an asshole I am can vouch for this: I am an asshole. Especially on the internet; I'm not very nice to people. I usually only fake concern so that I can trick someone and get a couple of laughs.

I want to tell you something though, Jspace. I want to tell you that you're right. You have taken all the right steps to mitigate the short term effects of MDMA on your body and mind. You are absolutely safe to consume MDMA in an individual dosage that's measured properly.

Now let me tell you where you're wrong - and I don't expect you to listen to this in the least because I'm just an old fucker who doesn't know what he's talking about. But I have burst through the door of a party only to shout "WHO WANTS SOME MUTHAFUCKIN' PANCAKES?!" so you can imagine what kinds of alcohol and drug consumption I've done and you would only scratch the surface.

Until the age of 21 (for males, 18 for females) your brain is still developing. You know this, I'm sure the anti-drug propaganda has told you many times. It means very little. Drugs will not ruin your brain because of your age, but it does mean that if you ABUSE drugs you will permanently fuck yourself developmentally. It means what you lose for being an abuser is more than just time, you can actually lose your future.

How does that happen? This is where I speak from experience. Witnessing it and knowing it. Serotonin is naturally excreted by the brain to cause a feeling of happiness. I'm sure you already know that E forces that reserve to be depleted in one big run - thus the high. Studies have been inconclusive in showing how long it takes for that reserve to rebuild, but friends have what is called the 90 day rule. If you're taking E more often than every 90 days you are causing long term damage. The steps you are taking will only mitigate short term damage.

Without fail, any one I've known to take E more than once every 90 days has become developmentally disabled. Developmentally disabled is the 21st century was of saying RETARDED. And I don't mean that as an insult I mean to say they became incapable of forming new thought processes. You will one day no longer be capable of new thinking because the rate at which you are consuming E is drug abuse. The RATE, not the individual dosage. You won't even know it's happened because you won't be capable of understanding what's happened.

To recap, studies have shown that individual MDMA use is not harmful when mitigated properly. They have also shown that continuous heavy use that does not allow the body to recover results in long term irreversible brain damage. The time period necessary to recover from an individual use is up to debate, but let's just say after seeing many of your ilk permanently relegated to Janitorial staff duty at a McDonalds I tend to believe once a year is safer than once every 90 days.

You're welcome not to listen to me. I'm just not cool, right? I could tell you all about proper drug use, but you're a fucking idiot. You come from a bad background, I'm sure, but instead of rising to the occasion and accomplishing something you'd rather take the bitch way out. I'll remember you whenever I see a crackhead downtown, and I'll remember that there's a place for everyone: I'm just glad I had the foresight to pick my place and have my fun on the side. You make me sick because you're such a little pussy. I have no respect for you. Learn some fucking moderation, kid. Drugs are for recreation, not for escaping reality.

Seriously, stop it. You don't have to pick between being cool/having fun and doing what's best for yourself. You can have both.

Also, go fuck yourself.